I haven't been blogging. Its not because I haven't had anything to say. Its because I've had too much to say.
I wanted to be somewhat secretive about what's been happening. I'm not sure why. Well, I know why, its because I was planning to let my daycare families know as late as possible. I thought my FB and my blog were linked. They may be linked, I don't really know.
I don't really care. This is MY blog. This is MY journal. Its MY space.
But, because of all that I didn't announce my pregnancy. I found out almost a month ago. After 2 years of wanting another child and Ian not wanting another child, I got pregnant. It was unexpected, definitely unplanned. But I was pregnant.
Yep. That's right. I said was.
The bleeding started Friday. The cramps started Saturday. It was confirmed by ultrasound today. The baby is gone. I am no longer pregnant.
Its been a shitty weekend. There is more, but that's all for now.