Torn Tonight

Between feeling grateful that I had such a great day.  Essentially we hung out outside all day long.  Which was amazing and I'm so glad we were able to do that. The weather so far this year has been too cold to play outside.  But its been getting warmer.  We all enjoyed all the sunshine today.

And between feeling a lack of respect from kids' parents and generally from my family.  I am only one person and I'm still learning.

But then, I try to remember that when I take care of myself, I do a better job taking care of these kids.  So instead of writing stupid blog posts at 10:20 p.m., I should be in my bed.   Which is where I think I'll go.